I want you to start taking responsibility for your own life!
You are the power of your own creation. Start owning that. That's what I had to remind myself recently! Lately I haven't been owning it. I have been giving in to my negative thoughts for the last week. I have been crying and sad because I've been upset with the lack of abundance in my life. I feel like I put out so much but I'm not getting back a return for all my efforts.
This is when I need to step back and start taking responsibility for my life. Why are things not going my way? I am trying to control things that are out of my control? Yes. Am I allowing myself to react? Yes. Am I living in a negative vibration because I'm not getting what I want? Yes. All of this, is creating more of what I don't want.
Finally I decided to stop the negative thinking. I choose to start focusing my thoughts on what I do have, to count my blessings and show gratitude. I started to shift my thoughts to one of abundance, in the areas of my life where it exists right now and to be appreciative for what I have. I could have easily stayed in lack mode mentality. I could have continued to spiral out of control and let the negative take over my life and stay miserable.
But I choose, yes it is a choice to dwell on and appreciate all that is good in my life right now. I know that what I focus on and am grateful for will open me up to receiving more of what I desire. Is it easy? No. Does it take time? Yes. But I know I always have a choice, even if I can't change my circumstances at the moment, I can always change my thoughts and focus on what's good in my life now!
Mantra: I am the creation of my life and of who I am.
Mediation has really been helping me when I have been down giving into my negative thoughts.
Here is a few meditations that I been listeningto: